i miiss you.;(

distances never separates two hearts that really care,our memories span the miles and in seconds we r there,but wenever i start the feeling sad is because i miss you ,i remind myself how lucky i am to have someone special to miss...

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i can"t remembr the date i went to their chalet.
[K]een [B]eing [T]ogther

me and shikin went to their chalet.

make new frends;D

sumpah tak bedek,dorg friendly giler babs;D

we keep in touch with them by facebook;D

hope to meet them again soon.

my love alek besok;D

besok love alek kol 3..happynyer sakura;D nyeeet;D
btw i have my own tumblr alreadi.tinggal nak customize jek;D.
beautyoftheeyeholder.tumblr.com
excatly mcm blog cumer ader lain siket btw da lamer tk tngok my on.sugar.
lolx.
on sugar pon mcm blog but nahhh kind off too boring.;D

OUr VerY fIrst piCtuRE;D

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our very first picture taken.at first tknk amek.mcm mcm alasan kasi.sweetlove pakse punyer pakse..da cair ngn sweetlove nyer pujok amek je lah..it turn out picture perfect.;D nyeeettt;D...ni nak p capai power ngn alam pat golden mile.actually dlm bus pon sakura ader amek gmbr ngn love hp hilang nyer pasal biken sakura sort jek.tu later sakura story okay?kay best;D.dlm bus love mxg ngn botak star.botak nk jumpe love nk bobal sal *airbatu*....botak ckp da smpi beach rd mxg.smpi beach rd love mxg botak.botak ckp kau p capai dulu nnti da capai aru aku jumpe.da smpi tingkt 3 aboon tkde.smpi kene kol REYAN tnye number aboon.kol tak dpt.atlast dapat jugak capai.thanks to my sharp eyes,nmpk budak aboon.capai while love talking to his adek kesayangan.love bilang yng dier nk jumpe adek kesayangan dier pat bedok.den love ckp u nk benci dier u benci lah tapi i sayang dier sebagai adek i tapi i sayang u lebih..hehehehehhe;D sweetlove tnye nk ikot i tak jmpe dier.at first i dun wan..den second tought ikot je lah..love ckp berkepit jek ngn i takot nahh i hilang;D tunggu botak pat street soccer,jeng jeng jeng,bontot mak janda datang;Dlove tnye botak ari maner?ari p rewang.check check rewang nyer pat beach rd jugak.bear budak rainbow pon ader.oops.budak rainbow?lol.btw i miss rainbow,najib,man tenggek,farhan.kay back to the story;D....da bes bobal..ari ngn botak ckp perot sakura maken besar.ari pusing ngok sakura den smile.sakura pon smile;D nyeet.MY FAVOURITE BOY...proceed to east coast meet LADYBOSS kecik keai;D..wait ader satu pat kelakar dlm bus..kiter semuer amek bus 197 nk cepat nyer pasal.kan bus 194 turn geylang lorg 8 kdaikopi.da start dangdut and we saw apek tua ngar joget joget..dier punyer joget kalah siol yp nyer joget.sumpah prangai monyet baTTERY SIAL ketawer dlm bus.smpi east coast beli air.lady boss report strength about HARIMAU~and pasal pit alif.kecik ask me to come down ngn my love;Dmesti tron nyer;Dladyboss da selak.bobal punyer bobal isap rokok paaaapppp PECAH?cute kauu ladyboss kiter STEAM.balek naek bus 16.smpi bedok.sakura da lapar...tkpe bilas kn badan dulu panas punyer pasal da mandi and soo forth love pulak mandi.shikin da gone ngn dier nyer alam.baru satu biji da gone..i tnye love lapar dier ckp u lapar p sner beli makan.aku tron bawa beli fishball noodles share ngn love.in the end love kenyang.sakura tnye betol kenyang?tak bohong?cute lahh love look at me and say uh uh b i kenyang sayang.u kenyang tak?i nooded.and we both went to sleep.love ckp u da gone siang-siang.sakura pon ckp balek.penat larh dear;D...JENG JENG JENG.TAK KU SANGKA TAK KU DUGA..PAGY PAGY HP LEYH HILANG..KIMAK BIKEN AKU SORT JEK PAGY PAGY BUTER.....KN MULOT SAKURA PUKIMAK SIAL SEMUER KELUAR...sakura sort pasal ape..hp tu comel punyer and love aru pakai satu ari da hilang.selalunyer tak hilang amcm leyh hilang skrg.tak mcm sial kn?and lagy lagy ader gmbr aku ngn love.mcm mner aku tak sort?belom save pat comp...haishh...bingit sekejap...love terkejot nmpk sakura mengamok...lagypon hp tu wak ayim yng kasi comel tak mengamok org tu?hmmmm......shikin and ayie bangon.shikin bilang wak ayim,den straight wak ayim nk jumpe love and shikin at haig rd.sakura tak ikot.love ckp balek nnti dier beli mkn...;D

i rindu u larh dear;D

DEAR,I RINDU U.. I RINDU MUKER CUTE U.. COME BACK SOON DEAR

WhY mUst u AppEaR aGaIN?

PLeAse LaRRhh..I dUN nEEd You AnyMOre..IM mOVInG onn jUst fiNe WItHOut you....
SweetLOvE cKP yNg SuDAH tu SUdah..LePasKN....hmmm....Why MuST U aPPeAR AgAin?AFtER a LOng TImE u DiSSaPPeaR...i Dun Need Ur EXtrA aTTentIOn LaRHH..jUSt Go AwaY....bTw ChAngE TopIc...I dUn WAnnA thInK AboUt iT NeiTHeR thE pERsON..It HUrTS...
iTs A waSTE oF TiMe...BtW itS junE aLreADy..CaNT bEliEVe TimE fLIeS fASt...My lovE hoMeLeaVe THiS fRIDAy....3PM afTEr CLASS....NoW wAt I dO mUCh Is FOcUs My Lil PrINcEss INsIde Mee...PrINcESS u HaVE a New FatHer EveN toUgH hE iS noT Ur BiolOgiCAL fATHER bUt I thINK hE deSErvE to bE cAllED a Man,A dad,A FAtHer.
SweeTloVe,THaNK yoU...Ur WilINg TO ACCpt Me EVeNtoUGH in my STaTe Of COnDItiON liKe THiS...deAr,I loVe YOU,MOrE den WoRds....i RinDU tIMe KiTer GuRAu2 PaT umAh..I sUruH u MaKan u CkP nnTi...U sUrUh i mkN oBat i CKp NNTi...Kene KN eAch Other AlEk...HaHak..BUt THe SweetESt THinG u EvER SAID Is weN U saId THiS "U TAK PERNAH MENYUSAHKAN I,I TAK TIDO TKPE TAPI I NK U TIDO DULU ARU I TIDO;d

30thmay2010

nari sweetlove da alek.i,shikin and ayie were the ones fetch him back to boys home.
he said that he gonna miss me fer sure..
awww....i miss you more sweetlove.the next homeleave friday 3pm.
on the 29th of may.kecyk crow unblocked me back.
he commented about my status.but i ignored and my sweetlove look at his pictures = _=
silent fer a moment fer now if u people ask about him.

i miss you baby~

sweetlove reached boys home safely just now.sadly i was not the one who fetch him back.TUESDAY is OUR 1MONTH.wow..time flies really fast..pejam celik pejam celik da sebulan ngn dier.he called me the moment he boarded bus 157.he said he miss me...aww...how sweet of you sweetlove;D I MISS YOU TOO LOVE.I MISS YOUR HUG AND KISSES.MOST OF ALL I MISS THE NITES WE SPENT TALKING ALL NITE LONG...;D B back soon my sweetheart..will b waiting fer ur return..he said that he had a suprised fer me on my burfdae...hmmm.....
next week homeleave thursday till monday due to vesak day.
dear i da nk kene keje..i tak leyh slamer nyer mcm nie...dear u hve to understand...sorry if i have to leave u all alone..ni untuk kebaikkan i ,bby dlm perot dan untuk u jugak...;D
i noe u miss me dear;D
I MISS YOU MORE.





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updatez

yesterday work like setengah mampoz..
today suppose to go to werk but i didnt goo...
sweetlove sorg-sorg pat umah....
he asked me to go to werk..but i said it will b better if i accompany you and stare at ur face 24/7
now he is at east coast..and im all alone at hme..best pe tgglkn aku?FAKE..padahal aku yng tknk ikot...

~15052010~

dearest love homeleave,he reached home about 3plus..
dier tnye nk ikot tak jumpe kak nor,pipin ngn anisha semuer kat hougang?
den i ask pastu gy aner?dier ckp p capai den terus p east coast...
ckp ngn dier jumpe pat east coast jek lar...nnti org tron...
dier ckp okay.smpi east coast dlm kol 8 lebih jmpe pat degil nye block.
budak budak degil pon ader pasal on that day kas nyer burfdae.happy birthday kas.;D
alek dlm kol 12lebih..
layankn dearest love nyer steam tk tido satu malam...
pagy kol 6 ,shikin,my love and me siap2 gy amek faaies at bukit batok hostel..
throughout the journey go hostel very funny..lol....
ngn prangai shikin yng garok2 mcm monyet pat dlm bus...
da amek faaies patah alek bedok...
sweetlove told me all about his 3 ex and his attitude.....
btw im gonna start werk this wednesday at paragon.
sweetlove dapat homeleave jugak this week
friday till monday;D

sweetlove homeleave~

yea yea tomorrow sweetlove homeleave...dapat tido ngn dier lagy....;D

but aku tak tauu sape yng amek dier nie...

haish....

sweetlove homeleave kol 2 due to his soccer kat chua chu kang...

hmmm....

will b waiting fer sweetlove at hme;D

GaMbAr Ngn FaMILy SEmBawAng~

AKU Tauu korg nk ckp sedap kn?



ngn ibu tersayang;D

aku ngar syiok makan udang

tkmu kacau kay bye;D

ISH ish si mak buyong nie

isap ni tkpe TKMU ISAP YNG LAEN

BETOL TAK?

" WHILE WAITING FER FOOD"

update BLOGGIE~

SAKURA da delete TAGGED...WOOHHOOO;D
dearest love tady outing...
sakura tak amek dier,sakura tunggu dier pat umah..
dearest love smpi umah around 11.50 gitu...
sakura spend time ngn dier the whole day pat dlm bilik
i rather make love den fight,nyeet;D
AROUND 4.plus kiter dua siap-siap coz dier nk patah alek boys home.
sakura jugak yng hntr dier..kluar umah dlm kol 4.30 smpi boys home kol 6....

"Mimpi Indah" - Baron Bros

fer you love.

~Mimpi Indah~

muhd firdaus b.osman

dearest love,

i miss your hug and kisses~

on the 25th april 2010

we are officially together~

i dedicated the song "Mimpi Indah"

specially fer you dear.

sekian lama terpisah akhirnya kita berjumpa,

bagai sebuah cerita cinta

senyuman yng kau ukirkn

selalu bermain dimata

hingga terbawa didalam lena

bila ku pejam mata

dirimu yng menjelma

bertemu kita di dalam mimpi indah

ku sering memikirkn dirimu kasih

tak putus doa ku hulur padamu

moga terbuka pintu hati untukku

membuktikan kejujuran cintaku

impian menjadi nyata

seandainya kau terima

cinta yng telah aku berikan

akan ku gegam setia

janji yng telah dibina

bersama kita menuju bahagia

bila ku pejam mata

dirimu yng menjelma

bertemu kita di dalam mimpi indah

kau bersinar menerangi kegelapan

kau hadir menyeri kehidupanku

maafkanlah daku kisah cinta lalu

tak kn ku ulangi kesilapanku

kan ku cium tanganmu

sebagai tanda rindu

kan ku katakn

ku cinta padamu.

ikhlas dari hati;sakura;D

Back AT homE~

sakura baru antar black alek boys home...

penat butoo~

wanna noe wat really happen last nite?

hmmpf...

actually smlm sakura STEAM....

amek kauu.....

sakura da stress sngt sngt...pikeh bnyk bender.....

pat sakura nk selak..sakura ader pikeh2 pasal anak sakura dlm perot nie..

takot ape ape jadi...

but...sakura langgar je....bab da stress..

da capai terus p east coast pasal ape....shikin ajak jumpe kat sner...celebrate darling aku nyer burfdae...

sampai pat underpass jek...my darling and comel amek....aku sepasang ngn darling aku..ceyh ceyh..

sampai tmpt pit.kak ema,kak kecik,pipin ngn anisha,kas.

steeeeeaaaaaammmm kaauuuu.....

kiter alek siang..pasal ape my darling kene angkt kol kol 10..sakura terserempak boy salleh ngn kecyhk star..bobl ngn dorg jap..terus my darling hilang..haiyo..maner darling aku nie....check file....dier da balek dulu ngn kakak dier angkt kol nyer pasal...aku ingt dorg da smpi umah..rupernyer aku ngar jalan pat bwh blk mp nk gy overhead bridge..dorg ngar tunggu taxi...we follow them....mak kauu.,...ni satu hal..slalu tu tmpt senang dpt taxi..ni tak...baru kite ingt nari labour day....lol....aku jugak nk kene kol taxi...kol taxi tak pasal...cm org bodoh kiter empat pikeh2 ape number taxi....lol.....da dapat taxi...naek...aku pon da nk dekat pecah....aku tnye tu uncle.....uncle can i vomit inside ur taxi...?kecoh lahh siial....hahhaha;.....smpi umah agy mcm sial...aku sepak pantat black..nk tauu aku ckp ape?u pantat u tepos...~uhh kau..hyper giler aku....hahahahahah.....da down....my darling sleep beside me...haishh..sweet kn dier....kiter tak buat ape2 eyh......tolong skit.......cepatlaaaaaahh saterdayy......sakura nk tido ngn black lagy...

1st May 2010~

1st may 2010.

wake up early in the morning around 7plus

early huh?

hmmm..

well relatives arrive at my house around 11am....

new pictures of me taken wif fiza.

walaupon aku mengandung 5bulan tak nmpk sngt mcm mengandung pasal ape pakai baju kurung...

namer anak aku Nur Quraitul Ain,dn aku tk akn tukar namer anak aku to what some names u people r giving me kay?

black homeleave..after finish the occasion went to east coast park.celebrate black 16th birthday,

happy birthday my dear.sorry b takde pape nk bagi dear.

he picked me at underpass..and straight wen to 7 eleven beli air...aku teringat maser aku ngn reyan pat east coast..FLASHBACK....aku diam all the way...around 9plus...kiter alek naek taxi and dalam taxi aku leyh tnye driver taxi uncle can i vomit inside ur taxi....funny....lol...macam macam bender jadi biler sampai pat umah.only me,black,kak ema,shikin,mel je tauu..

mcm sooyall...~

║Le FeMmE;sAkuRa║

║Le FeMmE;sAkuRa║

Whitney Houston-Same Script Different Cast feat Deborah Cox

MeNdAk LarHH~

sakura fed up tauu...
semuer baju da takleyh pakai....
abeyh cmne?
kene panggil mak buyong lagy....
da kene pakai baju besar-besar...
haiyo....
geram kn?takleyh beli baju tight fitting..
kene beli besar besar skit..
haiyoo....
btw baby da 5 bulan lebih....
cuming 6 months soon.
makin hari maken besar perot aku..
my first pregnancy katerkn..nyet;D
sweetlove tadi alek siang from werk.....
he stiil not recovering from his fever....
and his not feeling to well nowadays kesian laki aku....;D
BLAck lak....saterday homelave...ader chance larhh nie akuu..
btw aku pon mataer ngn black.....
hmm..
kiter tengok laki mne yng setier...kay?

Goliath - Masih Disini Masih DenganMu (Official Video Clip)

~I miss You sWEEtLOvE~

afai,its over between us.

still i dun believe that a 24 year old guy like u sgl

nahh?see that.i saww it already on ur fone

may the both of happy.

and to you muhd faizal

thanks alot fer lying to me
to tell you the truth

i was the one who played u off rite from the start

and if ur thinking that i had my feelings fer u

ooppss soorry.

im not the kind who can easily forget her ex and move on within the short period of time.

someone else is waiting fer me too.

im not at the losing end.

im just pretending;D

on the 23rd april 2010
we are officially together.
dear,
it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreaciate them,
a day to love them,
but an entire life to forget them.
love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does ,love is a battle, love is a war.
Dear,i miss your hugs and kisses.....
Sakur[A]fai.
23042010

~Goodbye My love~

relationships are like glasses,
if they break,let them stay broken
you will only hurt yourself trying to fix it at least the pieces still remain.
30102009-30042010


muhd reyan b rahmat,goodbye my love.
i thank god fer knowing you.
you were meant to b with her.
still ur the sweetest guy i ever had till now.









this are leftovers pictures that i kept...
the rest i had thrown away.
even the ones i printout..
i tear and burn it all away.
its JUST TOO PAINFUL AND ITS HURTS ME ALOT.